kanjigarame no yoru wa itsumo okimari no koto sa BEDDO no ue
kanji sugite yamanai karada moteasobu
komi agetekuru yokujou de sunao ni nureta hitomi wo
kagamigoshi ni itsumademo aibu shiteiru
soko de miteiru boku ni toikakeru
"betsu ni kimi demo ii no sa ai shitekurenai ka?"
hitori asobi de nuguikirenai kanjou ga boku wo iradataseru
toritsukareta you ni hageshisa wa mashiteiku
tameiki kakikesu hodo ni hashiraseru kono yubisaki
koe wo ageru koto de hajirai wa takaburu
dareka ni todoke boku no aegi koe
"betsu ni kimi de mo ii no sa ai shitekurenai ka?
mou jibun dake ni koi wo shiteru da nante yosoou koto ni mo tsukarete
nagusame ga hoshikatta motometeita
hoka ni nani mo iranai hodo
ai sarete mitakatta hitori datta
Not seeming love for me
hadaka de iru kara dareka kidzuite
"betsu ni kimi demo ii no sa ai shitekurenai ka?"
mou jibun dake ni koi wo shiteru da nante yosoou koto ni mo tsukarete
nagusame ga hoshikatta motometeita
hoka ni nani mo iranai hodo
kuchidzukete* hoshikatta motometeita
shitasaki shibireru hodo
kega sarete mitakatta motometeita
hoteru karada iyaseru nara
ai sarete mitakatta hitori datta
Not seeming love for me
NOTES:
*= written as "seppunte"
Love me
雁字搦めの夜はいつもお決まり事さベッドの上 感じすぎて止まない身体弄ぶ
み上げてくる欲情で素直に濡れた瞳を 鏡越しにいつまでも愛撫している
そこで見ている僕に問いかける
「別に君でもいいのさ 愛してくれないか？」
一人遊びで拭いきれない感情が僕を苛立たせる 取りつかれた様に激しさは増していく
溜め息かき消す程に走らせるこの指先 声をあげる事で恥じらいは高ぶる
誰かに届け僕の喘ぎ声 裸でいるから誰か気付いて
「別に君でもいいのさ 愛してくれないか？」
もう自分だけに恋をしてるだなんて 装う事にも疲れて
慰めが欲しかった 求めていた
他に何も要らないほど
接吻て欲しかった 求めていた
舌先痺れるほど
穢されてみたかった 求めていた
火照る身体癒せるなら
愛されてみたかった 一人だった
Not seeming love for me
Love Me Translation
Those nights, it's always the same when I'm on the bed, feeling too much,
I can't stop playing with my body
Looking up passionately with eyes
wet with lust I'm caressing as long as I like through the mirror
And
then I ask, watching
"I don't care if it's you, won't you love
me?"
The emotions I cannot completely remove by playing by
myself are driving me crazy
I'm obsessed with it and it's only
increasing
Moving these fingers faster until it drowns out the
sighs
My shame rises as my voice grows louder
Reach
someone, my moaning voice
"I don't care if it's you, won't you love
me?"
I'm tired of pretending that I'm only in love with myself
I
wanted comfort I was seeking it
I don't need anything else
I
wanted to be loved (but) I was alone
Not seeming love for me
Since
I'm here naked, someone notice me
"I don't care if it's you, won't
you love me?"
I'm tired of pretending that I'm only in love with
myself
I wanted comfort I was seeking it
I don't need
anything else
I wanted to be kissed I was asking for it until the tip
of my tongue goes numb
I wanted to be defiled I wished for it
If
it could satisfy my heated body
I wanted to be loved (but) I was
alone
Not seeming love for me